Part Forty-four:
                                     
                                     
                                     
                                     
                                    The phone startled her so badly that she shot three
                                    feet in the air and dropped the remote once again.
                                     
                                    It hit the floor, took a bad bounce, and somehow acti-
                                    vated the volume button. The soft buzz of the snowy 
                                    screen turned into a booming shriek that made the 
                                    television's speakers vibrate and crackle.
                                     
                                    Dropping to her knees, Buffy punched the off button
                                    on the front of the TV, then dove for the phone.
                                     
                                    "Hello?" she nearly sang.
                                     
                                    "Buffy?  Hi, it's Riley Finn. How are you?"
                                     
                                    Her heart, which had been soaring with the eagles, 
                                    took a sudden turn for mother earth.
                                     
                                    "Oh, hi, Riley," she said, forcing herself to remain polite
                                    in the manner her mother had never ceased drilling into
                                    her. "I'm fine. How about you?"
                                     
                                    "Fine, too, thanks for asking."  He cleared his throat. "I
                                    saw you earlier...you were filling up your car?"
                                     
                                    So much for not being noticed.
                                     
                                    "Really?" she asked, trying to sound surprised. "Well..what
                                    do you know about that?"  Buffy rolled her eyes, disgusted
                                    at how lame she sounded.
                                     
                                    On the other end of the line, Riley chuckled. "Actually...it
                                    got me to thinking that it's been a while since we got
                                    together...."  His voice trailed off, a clear hint in his tone.
                                     
                                    Buffy closed her eyes tight, rubbing her forehead. "Oh, yes,
                                    I guess so."  She just was not in the mood for this discussion
                                    at the moment.  "Um...I can't really make plans right now,
                                    Riley," she added, shifting from one foot to the other, wishing
                                    she'd let the machine field this call for her. "I'm just so busy."
                                     
                                    "Oh.."  
                                     
                                    He sounded disappointed, and she began to feel
                                    guilty.  Riley was a good man, one of the few still out 
                                    there.  He'd always treated her well, and he deserved the
                                    same consideration.
                                     
                                    "But," she went on, hoping she was going to be able
                                    to do what had to be done without chickening out. "I did
                                    want to talk to you about...something. Maybe...."
                                     
                                    "Well, great," he interrupted, his voice cheering right 
                                    up. "How about dinner tonight?"
                                     
                                    There was no way she could have dinner with Riley.  She
                                    knew that as clearly as she knew her name and address.
                                     
                                    Sitting in a restaurant, waiting for the right moment to 
                                    bring up the fact that she had no further interest in pursuing
                                    any relationship other than a casually friendly one...the very
                                    thought of it made her stomach tighten in protest.
                                     
                                    "Well, dinner won't really work for me," she said quickly. "I
                                    sort of already have plans....but maybe we could meet for 
                                    coffee?"
                                     
                                    He hesitated, then said, "Sure, all right. Coffee would be 
                                    great.  I can pick you up and..."
                                     
                                    "No," she cut him off. "I'll meet you at the Espresso Pump...if
                                    that's all right?"
                                     
                                    "Okay, sure. What time?"
                                     
                                    She glanced at the clock, surprised to see that it was nearly
                                    6:30.   "An hour?"  That would work well for her. She could 
                                    get it over and done with, and get home early...just in case
                                    Spike called.
                                     
                                     
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                                    Buffy dressed carefully for her meeting (she refused to 
                                    call it a date, and appointment sounded like she was 
                                    seeing him for a job interview)  with Riley.
                                     
                                    She didn't want to give him the impression that she was
                                    trying to attract him by dressing the way she might were
                                    she meeting Spike instead, so she reverted back to old
                                    habits and took the 'prim and proper' approach.  
                                     
                                    After donning a slim denim skirt and a pale blue
                                    sweater, she applied a light amount of make up and 
                                    put up her hair into a neat french braid.  She skipped any
                                    sort of fragrance, and the only jewelry she wore was the
                                    silver bracelet watch her mother had given her for her 
                                    twenty-first birthday.
                                     
                                    When she was satisfied with her appearance, she
                                    grabbed her keys, locked up the house, and drove 
                                    downtown.
                                     
                                    Parking on the street was scarce, and she drove past
                                    'the Pump' and headed for the public parking garage on
                                    the next block.  After grabbing a ticket from the machine,
                                    she swung into the first available space, her tiny car 
                                    dwarfed on either side by SUVs designed to transport a
                                    family of at least twelve.
                                     
                                    Riley was waiting for her, sitting at one of the outside
                                    tables. He smiled as she walked towards him, rising to
                                    his feet and pulling out the chair next to his.
                                     
                                    'Hey, Buffy...you look great."  He leaned over to drop a kiss
                                    on her cheek.
                                     
                                    "Thanks, Riley," she said quietly, making herself accept 
                                    the brief contact. "You, too."
                                     
                                    It was a true statement.  Riley Finn was a handsome man,
                                    there was no denying it, and most women would probably
                                    think her mad as a March Hare for telling him what she 
                                    was here to tell him.
                                     
                                    His eyes, a steady, clear gray, looked into hers with frank
                                    admiration as he grinned a little shyly.  
                                     
                                    Buffy sat down and scooted her chair in, setting her
                                    purse on the ground beside her.
                                     
                                    "I waited to order,' Riley said, sitting down himself and
                                    handing her a menu with an extensive list of the various
                                    coffee drinks offered.
                                     
                                    But Buffy had no interest in experimenting with exotic
                                    flavors or outlandish concoctions. When the waitress
                                    appeared, she ordered a plain cup of coffee.
                                     
                                    With a brief look of surprise, Riley did the same.
                                     
                                    "So," he said, after the waitress departed. "You've
                                    been well?"
                                     
                                    Inwardly, Buffy groaned. She also had no interest in
                                    the making of small talk, but the situation required it.
                                     
                                    "I have been, yes."
                                     
                                    They bantered back and forth for a few minutes, then
                                    Riley gave her the opening she'd been hoping for.
                                     
                                    "Look, I was wondering," he said, giving her one of his
                                    guileless grins, "the bank is hosting a charity event. It's
                                    a banquet for MADD...uh...with dancing after," he added
                                    quickly, as though sweetening the deal. "And I'd really enjoy
                                    it if you'd agree to accompany me."
                                     
                                    This was all she had to hear. "Thank you for asking..."
                                     
                                    She hesitated, and he sat back in his chair.  "Why do I get
                                    the feeling I'm about to be shot right out of the sky?" he asked,
                                    his expression registering visible disappointment.  "There's 
                                    a 'but' coming, isn't there?"
                                     
                                    "Well.....yes."  The waitress arrived with their coffee, and
                                    Buffy waited until she was gone to continue. "I can't go out
                                    with you, Riley."
                                     
                                    "You can't go to the banquet...or not at all?"
                                     
                                    "Not at all."
                                     
                                    Giving her an appraising look, he took a sip of his 
                                    coffee. "Let me guess...there's someone else."  It wasn't
                                    a question.
                                     
                                    "Yes."
                                     
                                    "And it's serious?"
                                     
                                    "Yes. Very serious."
                                     
                                    She felt completely confident that it was.   Men
                                    who weren't serious surely didn't drop tantalizing hints
                                    about diamond rings, no matter what her mother had
                                    said about some of them using every trick in the book in
                                    order to "get into a girl's pants."
                                     
                                    That argument had no basis in fact. Spike had been into 
                                    her pants  long before he'd brought up the jewelry angle,
                                    so tricks were hardly necessary.
                                     
                                    "Mind if I ask who? I mean...it hasn't been THAT long since
                                    we went out, and you're already serious?"
                                     
                                    Buffy detected a definite note of disapproval in Riley's
                                    tone.  Forgetting completely that she would have felt the
                                    same way not that long ago, she immediately went on the
                                    defense.
                                     
                                    "It happened very suddenly, and it's no one you know. He's 
                                    a....a musician."
                                     
                                    Riley's brows arched. "A musician?  You mean classical?  He's
                                    with an orchestra?"
                                     
                                    "No," she shook her head. "Not classical. And he's with a 
                                    band."
                                     
                                    "Well...what instrument does he play?"
                                     
                                    "Guitar," she murmured.
                                     
                                    Now he really looked surprised. "The guitar?" he echoed. "You
                                    mean...this is a ROCK band?"
                                     
                                    He looked highly amused, which only irritated her. "I don't see
                                    what's so funny about it," she said. "Yes, it's a rock band. He plays
                                    the lead guitar AND he's the lead singer. In fact...it's HIS band."
                                     
                                    Riley held up both hands in a 'whoa, slow down' gesture. "Okay,
                                    okay...I didn't mean anything by it."
                                     
                                    "Yes, I can see that."
                                     
                                    "Buffy..."  He reached across the table and took her hand. "I mean
                                    it, I'm sorry. You just never struck me as the 'rock and roll groupie'
                                    type."
                                     
                                    It was quite possibly the worst phrase he could have used. Her
                                    head snapped up and she snatched her hand back. "I'm not a
                                    groupie of ANY type," she informed him. "And I don't understand
                                    where you get off making that kind of comment anyway. You
                                    don't know me all THAT well, Riley."
                                     
                                    He tried to placate her. "Okay, you're right. I'm sorry...that was
                                    out of line."
                                     
                                    She nodded. "Yes, more than a little bit."
                                     
                                    "I know. And I AM sorry. Okay?"  
                                     
                                    He smiled at her, a boyishly charming grin that would make most 
                                    women's knees quiver...IF they'd never been on the receiving end 
                                    of one of Spike Devlin's smiles.
                                     
                                    Appreciating his sincerity, she allowed herself to be mollified. "For-
                                    given."
                                     
                                    "Good."  He settled back in his chair and picked up his coffee 
                                    cup. "So...what's his name, if it's not too nosy a question?"
                                     
                                    Buffy hesitated, fairly sure that her answer was going to set off
                                    another display of the 'you've gotta be kidding mes'.  "Spike," 
                                    she answered succinctly. "Spike Devlin."
                                     
                                    "Spike Devlin?" Riley straightened up in his chair. "From 'Blue 
                                    Eyed Devil'?  THAT Spike Devlin?"
                                     
                                    "You...you've heard of them?"  She didn't know why she was 
                                    surprised.  Half the world had heard of them by now.
                                     
                                    "Yeah, of course," he said, nodding. "They're great. I have
                                    their CDs.  Did you....you must have met him when they were
                                    at Union Jack's?"
                                     
                                    "That's right, I did. " He looked so impressed that, for a moment, 
                                    she was certain he was about to ask her if she could get him an 
                                    autograph.  "A couple of weeks ago, and then I...."  She was about
                                    to tell him about her sojourn to San Francisco when his facial 
                                    expression suddenly changed.
                                     
                                    "I heard a story," he said, his grin widening as he pointed a 
                                    finger at her.
                                     
                                    She knew what  was coming. 
                                     
                                    "There was this girl there...the first night they played. She was 
                                    in the audience...and he actually left the stage to talk to her in 
                                    the middle of a song."
                                     
                                    Buffy  sighed. She'd never hear the end of that particular tale, she 
                                    just knew it.
                                     
                                    "It was YOU?" Riley went on.  "It WAS...wasn't it?"
                                     
                                    Oh, well....
                                     
                                    "Yes, it was me," she told him. "That was the night I met him."
                                     
                                    "A couple of my tellers were there that night. Is it true that you
                                    ran out on him?"
                                     
                                    It was public knowledge, she could hardly deny it.  "All true."
                                     
                                    Leaning his elbow on the table, Riley propped his cheek on his
                                    hand. "Come on....you have to tell me about it."
                                     
                                    "I most certainly do not."
                                     
                                    "Buffy....you're rejecting me for another guy. The least you can 
                                    do is...."
                                     
                                    "All right!"  
                                     
                                    She gave in easily. Telling him about it was easier than arguing
                                    the point, and he HAD been very accepting of her new relation-
                                    ship...even though she suspected that it was more the identity of
                                    the new man in her life that swung the ball in her favor.
                                     
                                    Sketching the story out briefly, she omitted the wildly personal 
                                    details, finishing up with the arrival of the mysterious videotape.
                                     
                                    Riley listened attentively, laughing at the appropriate places.
                                     
                                    "That's quite a story," he said, "and I'm really glad for you,
                                    Buffy. Not because of who he is...but because he makes you
                                    happy."
                                     
                                    She returned his smile, feeling light years better than she had
                                    been a half hour ago.  "Thanks, Riley."
                                     
                                    He leaned over the table and cupped her chin in his hand,
                                    tilting her face up. "I hope he appreciates how lucky he is,"
                                    he said quietly. "Because you're something special."
                                     
                                    She opened her mouth to reply, but was cut off by the
                                    sudden sound of a high performance car revving it's 
                                    engine at the red light just a few yards from the patio of
                                    the Espresso Pump.
                                     
                                    Turning her head to see who was causing the din, she
                                    found herself staring directly into the sapphire gaze of
                                    the 'Blue Eyed Devil' himself.....
                                     
                                    .....and he did NOT look happy!