AN: Sorry if the Italian translation is less than perfect. I had to
rely on a translation site.
Well, what if.....
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~~~~~~~~~~ "Arrivederci,
Roma Goodbye, goodbye to Rome.." ~~~~~~~~~~
Spike stood on the tarmac, watching until Wolfram and
Hart's private jet disappeared into a bank of dark clouds that obscured the moon.
One problem gone, one left to
go, he thought, cradling his injured left hand against his stomach.
Sucker punching Angel into unconsciousness,
one of his all time favorite things to do, never went as easily as he always expected it to. This time, he'd broken
two fingers.
Problem was he'd spent so many years ranking his grand sire to the dogs as the most flaming poofter
ever to sport a pair, that he tended to forget it wasn't precisely true.
The only way for him to accomplish
what he'd set out to do was by keeping the element of surprise on his side, so he'd kept his counsel all the way to
the airport, slouch- ing in apparent dejection in one corner of the limousine.
Staring silently out the window,
he'd managed to give the impression that he was resigned to the concept of letting the slayer move on.
**Move
on? Without me? Not bloody EVER gonna happen!**
For almost three months he'd bided his time, discovering levels
of patience he'd never known were inside him. Just for something to do, he'd thrown in with Angel and the goody two
shoes gang, waiting for the day when he could go and track down his woman.
Yesterday, that opportunity had finally
dropped into his lap.
Of course, he hadn't counted on there being another man cutting in ahead of him. And not
JUST another man, but THAT one! The Im-Fucking-Mortal. The only creature on earth he hated more than Angel.
**Well,
things are gonna be different this go round!**
He wasn't going to stand for it this time. There were no two ways
about it....
That woman stealing son-of-a-bitch had to die!
~~~~~~~~~~ "City of a million moonlit
places City of a million warm embraces.." ~~~~~~~~~~
The cab pulled up to the curb in front of the dance
club, and Spike climbed out on slightly shaky legs, wondering how the hell the cab drivers in Rome managed to get licenses
to drive anything more powerful than an ox cart.
This one...Cesare...had actually qualified to race in the Italian
Grand Prix. He hadn't made more than token stops for any reason, including pedestrians. When he wasn't craning his neck
around to try and make conversation, he was busy hanging halfway out the window providing vocal admiration for every
pretty girl on the street, or screaming Italian curse words at other drivers.
His intense yearning to see Buffy
was the only thing that kept Spike from bailing out of the car.
~~~~~~~~~~ "Where I found the one of all
the faces far from home..." ~~~~~~~~~~
Contrary to what he had told Angel, his Italian was fairly fluent.
He tossed a few bills into the front seat of the cab, pinning the most threatening gaze he had on the driver.
"Ho
ottenuto un certo commercio in questo posto," he said. "Ma li desidero aspettare qui me. Probabilmente sta trasportando
un blonde piccolo di grida sopra la mia spalla quando esco. Manteneteil portello aperto ed allora ottenete pronti a
togliere velocemente. Avete ottenuto tutto quello?"
Evidently, the idea that he was planning to abduct a screaming
young woman was everyday business to the driver. His entire response was a shrug of his shoulders and the words, "Si,
signore."
The music in the club seemed even louder and more obnoxious than it had the first time he'd been there,
but the crowd had thinned out a bit, which, hopefully, would work to his advantage.
He scented her before he
saw her. Her fragrance was so deeply imprinted into his memory that he had no trouble distinguishing it from the other
women in the club. It drew him towards her, and kept his feet moving in the right direction.
From ten feet away,
he stopped and studied her. His eyes were hungry for the sight of her, and he indulged himself, looking his fill.
The
little bitch was as beautiful as ever, and he felt the familiar and instantaneous hardening of his loins.
That honey
colored mane of hair bounced around her pretty face as she danced, making him ache to plunge his fingers into it and
reacquaint himself with its texture.
He was glad to see she'd rounded out some since the last time they'd been together.
Buffy had a bad habit of dropping an alarming amount of weight every time a new apocalypse came to town.
At
this point, her figure was the best he'd seen it since the beginning of the roller coaster ride they'd been on from day one.
Involuntarily,
he emitted a low pitched growl of approval that turned into an angry snarl when he saw her companion.
The Immortal
wasn't actually dancing WITH her. He was more just standing there, giving the slayer a lustfully appraising and possessive
look that Spike wanted to wipe off his face with a two-by-four.
**Go ahead and keep undressing her with your eyes,
dickhead. Daddy's back, and THIS time, I'M gonna win**
When Buffy reached up with languid arms and lifted her
hair off the back of her neck, undulating just a little teasing bit closer to her partner, Spike decided it was time
to intervene in this display of dirty dancing.
Little Miss Prick-Tease was going to get what was coming to her,
just not in a way she expected.
Silently, he stepped up behind her and folded his arms across his chest, waiting
for her to turn. When she did, it was all he could not to laugh out loud at the way she reacted.
The sultry
smile disappeared from her face when she spun on one heel and saw him standing there. "Oh, my GOD!" she yelped, jumping
back. Her feet skidded out from under her and she ended up on her ass, staring up at him through huge eyes. "S..Spike?"
He
didn't have to be told that Andrew had kept his re- appearance in the world a secret.
Reaching down with one hand,
he grabbed her arm and hauled her to her feet. "Buffy Summers. Fancy meeting you here, pet. Small world, innit?"
"I...you...how...."
she stammered.
"Eloquent as ever, I see." He looked over her shoulder and met the dark eyed glare of the rival he
intended to eliminate once and for all. "Well, well...look who's here."
The other vampire smiled, showing an amazingly
white set of perfect teeth. "You. I thought I made it clear that you and your playmate were not to return to Rome."
Buffy's
gaze swung back and forth between the two men. "You...you know each other?"
"You might say that," Spike said, smiling
faintly. "Right, Ficcucio?"
The Immortal's eyes widened briefly, but he didn't reply to the question.
Buffy
was, as ever, confused. "Who?"
"Never mind, cara," the Immortal said, reaching to take Buffy's arm.
Spike
just tightened his own grip. "Ficcucio," he explained. "That's his name. For 'Little Fig'. That a family name, or did they
come up with it just for you?"
"Over a hundred years later, and you're still the same annoying little pup you
were back then," the Immortal replied. "Tell me, cane piccolo, are you still sniffing after Angelus' leavings? How
is Drusilla, by the way?"
Meeting the other man's eyes dead on, Spike said, "Time to go, Buffy."
"I am thinking...no,"
the Immortal said, stepping forward.
"Don't much care what you're thinking, mate." Spike took another step closer,
too. "But the lady is coming with me."
"Wait a second..." Buffy interjected, jerking her arms out of their grasps.
"I'm not...."
"There, you see," the Immortal pronounced, gesturing at Spike to go away. "She's not interested. Leave
now, and I'll forget your transgressions."
Spike shook his head slowly. "That's never gonna happen. I've been
to hell and back...literally...for this girl. I put up with amounts of shit you can't begin to imagine. She may look
small and sweet, but she's the biggest pain in the ass that ever existed. High maintenance is a hilarious under- statement
when you're talking about her."
"Hey!" Buffy protested.
"But...I love her," Spike added, holding up one hand
to cut her off. "And she loves me. Not you...me. I was out of it for a bit, but now I'm back, and if you think I'm just
going to turn around and walk off into the night without her...then YOU have got another fucking think coming, ragazzo anziano."
With those words, he grabbed Buffy's hand again and started to drag her along...waiting...knowing what was coming.
"Bastardo!"
the Immortal muttered, reaching to catch hold of the slayer.
Spike felt it coming and turned, taking out a small
crossbow from beneath his jacket and firing the bolt into his enemy's heart, savoring his look of disbelief before he
crumbled to dust.
"Well, that was ridiculously easy," he murmured, pausing only a moment to enjoy the flavor of
revenge before he turned to smile at Buffy, who was standing there with her hands on her. hips. "Ciao, bambina."
With
an angry glare, she brought her right arm up from deep left field, aiming her fist directly at his face. He'd been expecting
this and ducked the punch. Bending over, he grabbed her around the knees, hoisting her onto his shoulder.
She screamed
and kicked as he carried her towards the exit, leaving behind a group of on-lookers still staring at the pile of dust
on the floor.
Ignoring her struggles, he made it all the way to the door before he was blocked by two overly large
bouncers jabbering at him in Italian, demanding to know who he thought he was to come in here and cause such a spectacle, and
where was he taking this unwilling young lady?
"Era un vampire!" Spike said. "I sembra essere il suo marito. She's
stato una ragazza e un I'm molto naughty che prendono la sua sede per punirla correttamente. Facciali realmente desiderano
ottenere nel mio senso?"
If there was one thing they understood in Italy, it was the right of an angry husband to
punish a cheating wife...es- pecially when she was cheating with a vampire. The bouncers nodded and smiled, waving
him out the door.
"PUT ME DOWN!" Buffy shrieked. "I swear to God, I will STAKE your miserable...worthless ASS!"
Without
thinking twice, he brought one hand up to deliver a stinging smack on her behind. "Ha chiudeto su, la donna! Lo lascero
sa quando lei puo parlare!"
The bouncers laughed uproariously, urging Spike to take his errant wife home and beat
some obedience into her.
Thanking them for the advice, he carried Buffy out the door and dumped her into the
back seat of the cab.
Cesare ran around to the drivers side and climbed in, openly ogling the slayer. "E bella.
Vedo perche la desiderate cosi tanto."
Spike knew that Buffy was about to lunge out the opposite door and he
wanted the car to get moving. "Va, il idiot! Ora!"
With a wide grin on his face, the driver floored the gas pedal
and shot out into traffic, completely cutting off and nearly colliding with several other cars.
After instructing
him to take them to Wolfram and Hart's Rome office, Spike settled back in the seat and turned to look at Buffy.
"So...you're
probably wondering what I'm doing here."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Save the wedding bells for my returning Keep my
lover's arms outstretched and yearning Please be sure the flame of love keeps burning In her heart...." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(I
know that the "fight" with the Immortal wasn't much, but #1: I don't write fight scenes very well, and #2: I just wanted
to get it over with and get to the Spuffy. Sorry if it disappoints)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Part Two...
~~~~~~~~~~ "City of a million moonlit places City
of a million warm embraces.." ~~~~~~~~~~
Resigned to the idea that there was no escape for her at the
moment, since she had no intention of jumping out of a speeding car, Buffy sat as far from Spike as she could possibly
get.
Huddling up against the door and casting him a glare that should have turned him to stone, she listened in
icy silence as he told his story of death and resurrection.
She was trying hard to get a handle on her chaotic
emotions. The fact that they WERE so chaotic told her more clearly than anything that this wasn't some elaborate
dream scenario that she'd cooked up.
She'd had too many of those, had woken up crying from them too many times not
to know the difference between dreams and reality.
Only Spike could make her so stirred up and crazy that she
couldn't even think straight. He'd always had an instinctive talent for doing that.
At the moment, she wasn't really
sure what she was angrier about; his highhanded behavior in forcing her to come with him, or the fact that he'd apparently
been back for quite some time and had never bothered to inform her.
There had been no phone call or letter,
not even so much as a postcard with 'Back from the dead. Wish you were here' scribbled on it. Trust Spike to do it as
theatrically as possible, shaking up her life the same way he always had, turning it upside down and inside out.
And
just when she'd finally managed to begin putting herself back together. The sharp stab of grief had gradually become
a dull ache. It was always with her, never very far from the surface, but she'd been able to work around it; putting
it out of her mind like a sore tooth that didn't really hurt unless you prodded it with your tongue.
She'd been...not
precisely 'happy'...but content, for the most part. Which had been just fine with her. She didn't want to have such
extremes of emotion anymore; didn't want to be deliriously happy or horribly sad. Her past was riddled with those sorts
of highs and lows. She didn't have the strength for them anymore.
So, she'd ignored them, and then buried them.
Now
here was Spike, trying to dig them right back up!
Here...was Spike.
So close she could touch him. If she just...reached
out, if she reached...just a little bit...
She felt tears threatening to fill her eyes. Blinking them back,
she turned her head to hide them until she had established a little control.
"Come on, luv...say something."
She
turned back to him, scowl firmly in place. "Why are you here?"
He looked at her for a long moment. "You know why
I'm here, Buffy."
Hardening herself against the tone she remembered him using whenever he was being very serious
with her, she snapped at him. "You had no right to do that back there."
"Yes, I did."
"No! You don't!"
"Yes,
I do."
"Stop that!"
"You first!"
"Spike...."
"What? What do you want me to say? If I say what you
want to hear, it's not going to be the truth. Truth is simple...I love you. And you love me back. That's what gives
me the right."
The words he was saying sounded good, but she wasn't quite ready to let him know that.
What
she really wanted to do was throw herself into his arms, and she detested the petty little bitch inside of her that was
encouraging her to punish him for staying away so long.
"Love you?" she sneered. "What EVER gave you an idea like that?"
"You
told me you loved me."
"And YOU told ME that I didn't. You even said, "thanks anyway", like I was offering you a
second cup of coffee after dinner."
"ARRGGH!" He flung himself back into the seat, clutching his head as though
someone was jamming an ice pick in one ear. "Woman! You..."
"Woman?!" she echoed, her voice high pitched. "Don't
you dare call me that!"
"What, you're not a woman?"
"Of course I'm a woman, but it's not my name. Cut the caveman
bullshit!"
"All right, fine! Buffy!" He threw up his hands in surrender. "I made a mistake, okay? I...I shouldn't
have said that. It was stupid, I know, but you..."
"Damn right, you shouldn't have," she agreed. "Nagged me for
years to admit it...for YEARS! Then I say it...and you don't believe me?! Well, forget it! Consider it UNSAID!"
Spike
just shook his head. "If only it was that easy," he said, rolling his eyes. "Believe me, I know. You're looking at an expert
in the field of 'Don't admit it and maybe it'll all go away'."
"I'm seeing someone else!" she replied loudly, then
frowned. "Well, I was."
"Oh, come on!" Spike's voice was filled with jovial dis- belief. "You can't really expect
me to believe that you...what? Loved him? Please. Even YOU'RE smarter than that."
"Meaning?" Her tone was frosty.
"Buffy...he's
the guy who inspired the term Eurotrash. You're too good for someone like that."
Buffy stared out the window, not
wanting to listen while Spike made derogatory comments about another man she....
What? A man she loved? That
just didn't sound right at all. After all, how much could she have really cared about him when she'd never even bothered
to find out his name?
No, she hadn't loved the Immortal. He'd just been someone to kill some time with; to provide
a little entertainment so that she didn't have to spend every waking minute thinking about the man she'd really loved...and
lost.
Sometimes, when she'd been sitting with him on the sofa at home, she would close her eyes and pretend that
the strong arms around her, the cool body nestled close to hers, belonged to....
The cab pulled up in front
of a tall office building with a jerk and squeal of brakes.
...to another vampire! The one who HADN'T seen fit to
tell her that he'd come back, damn his miserable restored soul!
She had grieved for him...cried for him...ached
for him! And what had HE been doing? Having a good old time pestering Angel back in Los Angeles!
Well, he'd
had his last chance with her, THAT was for damn sure. Fumbling with the handle, she flung the door open wide and almost
fell out onto the sidewalk.
She was a good ten feet down the strada when she heard him ask her a question with
all the confident, smart ass bravado completely gone from his voice.
"Buffy? Aren't you even a little bit glad
to see me?"
Those words brought her to a dead stop.
~~~~~~~~~~ "Where I found the one Of all the
faces far from home..." ~~~~~~~~~~
She turned back to him and saw the uncertainty in his eyes, and it made
her heart...the heart she'd encased behind a stone wall to keep it from shattering apart again....crack wide open.
Spike
was back. She had prayed for it, begged God for it, dreamed of it, and wished on every star in the sky to make it happen.
When it hadn't, she had done what she could to move on with her life.
Now she knew better. She hadn't 'moved on'
with life. She couldn't...not without him. All she had done was put life 'on hold'.
She'd been waiting. Hadn't
consciously realized it, but she'd been waiting.
Waiting for him to come find her, and to take her home.
"Yes,"
she whispered. Swallowing the ache in her throat, she began to cry.
Somewhere in the midst of her torrential downpour,
one of them had to have made the first move. There were arms around her. A hand stroking her hair. A voice begging her not
to cry.
"Shh," he murmured softly in her ear. "S'all right now. I've got you."
Oh, he did...and it felt so
good. So...right.
Her arms crept up around his neck as she clung to him. "Why'd you say it?" she sobbed into his
shirt front. "Tell me why."
He was silent for a long moment, and when he finally spoke, his voice wasn't much
steadier than her's.
"Because...because it was the last thing I could do for you. The last chance I had to do things
right. If I'd let myself think that you'd really meant it, I wouldn't have been able to let you go...and I had to. I
didn't want that place to be your goddamn tomb."
He pushed her away just a little, bringing his hands up to cup
her face and brush away her tears.
"I wanted you to live, baby," he said deliberately, looking straight into her
eyes. "For both of us."
Buffy placed her hands over his. "But after you came back? Why didn't you tell me?"
"Well,
it's not like I didn't want to, luv. I was a bloody ghost at first. Couldn't go beyond the city limits. Couldn't even dial
a phone, and Angel sure as hell wasn't gonna punch in the numbers for me, now was he?"
THAT was certainly true,
Buffy knew.
"So...so you WERE planning on telling me? Eventually, I mean?"
"Of course I was planning on
it." A slow smile appeared on his face. "Buffy," he added with a scolding shake of his head. "Here I was thinking that
you knew everything there is to know about me. Do you really believe that ANY power on earth could keep me away from
you? I couldn't even do THAT back when I hated you."
Buffy's respirations grew shallow as she stood there looking
up into the eyes she'd only seen in her dreams for so long. They darkened and became more intense as they stared into
her's, a sure sign that he was becoming aroused.
It was a memory that she hadn't allowed herself to take out and
examine just yet; the way he could tell her, without saying a word, that he wanted her.
Always, her first clue
was when the shade of his eyes deepened as they watched her move about a room. She'd caught this look too many times
to count in their shared past, a signal too subtle for anyone else to pick up, but to her was as loud and clear as
a clarion.
His head dipped slightly, and she could feel her lashes growing heavy. With their lips just barely touching,
he whispered, "Buffy...kiss me. Please, baby. It's been so damn long."
Yes. It had. Far longer than it should have
been.
Her fingers wrapped themselves in the lapels of his coat as she stepped back into a small alcove in the facade
of the building, pulling him with her. When she felt the cold bricks pressing against her back, she parted her lips
and gave him what he'd asked her for.
Spike's hand moved slowly around the back of her neck, then up into her
hair, his fingers spreading to hold her in a firm grip as his lips pressed down harder, tracing the line of her's with
his tongue before slipping past them and into her mouth with gentle force.
She could feel the alignment of their
thighs, the close press of her belly and breasts pressed against the hard contours of his body.
A familiar lazy
warmth began to spread through her, making her want to lie down beneath him, feel his weight anchoring her to the
earth.
Desire and need uncoiled in the pit of her stomach, opening her like a flower in hot sunshine.
This
is what he always did to her, every time they touched, things no other man had ever quite managed. His fingers would
travel in the most innocent of ways over her skin, and she would feel an immediate urge to take off all her clothes
and offer herself to him. Her breasts would feel suddenly heavier and more sensitive and there would be a loose wetness
between her thighs, an empty ache that only he could make better.
It didn't matter where they happened to be at
the time, whether they were alone or in a crowded room. Spike was the only man she'd ever allowed to touch her intimately
in any other location but a bedroom, the only man she'd ever made love with in a public place; sometimes outside her house,
sometimes in a cemetery they'd been patrolling, and that delicious encounter they'd had on the catwalk in the Bronze
when he'd walked up behind her and practically dared her to make him stop.
She wouldn't have been able to stop him
if her life had depended on it.
When he pulled away, she tried to keep him close. "No, please," she begged, lifting
her face to his. "Spike...."
His free hand moved down to the small of her back, pressing down just a tiny bit,
letting her feel the undeniable truth that he was every bit as needy as she.
"You ever been inside Wolfram and Hart?"
he asked.
Buffy was having trouble switching gears, down shifting from a rush of sexual heat to the cooler climate
of responding sensibly to insensible questions. "Yeah," she nodded. "I stopped in L.A. before I came to Europe. Why?"
He
grinned, stepping back from her and taking hold of her hand. "Come on in and get a load of this," he said, leading her
through the steel and glass doors of Wolfram and Hart's Rome offices.
~~~~~~~~~~ " Arrivederci, Roma It's
time for us to part..." ~~~~~~~~~~
She stood in the middle of the lobby, examining it with an amused look.
"It's exactly..."
"The same as the one in L.A." Spike finished. "Down to the last paper clip. There are twelve other
branches of the Evil Empire, and I'd be willing to wager that they're all alike."
"Hmm. Kinda like McDonald's,"
she mused.
There was no one in the lobby except one lone security guard who barely glanced at them before waving
them on.
Placing his hands on Buffy's hips, Spike began nudging her backwards towards an open elevator. "Now
see if you can guess what's on the top floor."
"I give up."
He grinned wickedly. "An apartment reserved for
the big noise whenever he comes to town," he said as they stepped into the elevator. "Just like the one in L.A."
Buffy
could almost see the wheels turning in his brain. "Really?"
"Only thing missing is the king of pain himself. Same
tables, same chairs, same lamps...same bed." He pushed her up against the back wall of the elevator, pinning her
to it with his body. "Want to go upstairs and defile it?"
~~~~~~~~~~ "Save the wedding bells for my returning Keep
my lover's arms outstretched and yearning Please be sure the flame of love keeps burning In her heart...." ~~~~~~~~~~
Part Three....
Stumbling into the suite with their mouths glued together, they
tore at each other's clothing in a destructive and uncaring way, completely forgetting that they had nothing else to
change into.
The bedroom took a bit of a beating as well. They spent a little time sitting on an upright chair,
then Spike laid Buffy flat on a small table and proceeded to rattle all four of its legs.
He pulled her into
a sitting position and picked her up, then carried her across the room and pushed her against the wall in a reenactment
of their first time.
When the window began to shake in its frame and someone in the next suite pounded on the
adjoining wall, they reluctantly decided to take their fun to bed.
Still tightly submerged in the warm, wet place
where he wanted to spend all his free time, Spike staggered backwards and collapsed on the mattress, staring up in
slack-jawed delight at the beautifully naked girl on top of him, rocking his world to its foundations.
Buffy, her
breath coming in ragged bursts, placed her hands on the muscled chest beneath her; using it as leverage to slide up
and down, to swivel her hips, and to basically ride the hell out of her uncomplaining lover.
His hands couldn't
seem to decide where they wanted to stay. They moved in a frantic sweep from her hips, to her waist, then up to mold
themselves firmly over the tempting bounce of her breasts.
Although he was bemused by the intense look of concentration
on her pretty face, he wanted to see...he NEEDED to see...the emotion in her eyes.
"Buffy...look at me, luv. Open
your eyes."
When she did, he noted that they were hazy and unfocused, and as green as he'd ever seen them.
But,
best of all, the love she'd promised him was just shining in them.
"Have I ever told you," he asked, raising his
hips sharply, "how beautiful you are?"
"Not...not lately."
"Hmm? Well...come here, and I will."
Urging
her down, he rolled over and took her in the position recommended by nine out of ten missionaries worldwide.
At
the same time, he placed his lips against one shell pink ear and commenced a dialog that ranged from lovingly tended
to insanely raunchy, every word guaranteed to get her off with all the bells and whistles he was capable of producing
for her.
"Ahh, that's my girl....so pretty....sweet...there she goes....you like that, sweetheart?...me, too...fuck...so warm
and tight...harder?...want it harder?...I can do it...as...hard...as...you...want...."
Buffy reached over her head
and grabbed the brass head rail, squeezing it so hard that she bent the frame when she climaxed. "More."
Levering
himself up on his knees, he grabbed her hips and flipped her over.
"Christ, you've got a luscious ass," he groaned,
fondling the soft curves, his fingers kneading her flesh.
Her blood was rushing through her veins so rapidly that she
felt dizzy. Closing her eyes, she pressed her cheek against the pillow.
Spike pulled back on her hips, bringing
her up on her hands and knees. "Hang on, baby. This is gonna be a rough ride."
"I can take it."
He took
her word for it and drove into her, burying himself to the hilt in the tender trap between her legs.
They both
cried out, unable to hold anything back.
Buffy dug her fingers into the pillow, her nails tearing the soft cotton
case. Her heart was thudding so loudly that she was surprised it wasn't quitting on her.
Spike fell forward, catching
himself on one hand. His other arm slipped beneath her, lifting her to him a bit higher as he pounded into her with
no caution, no restraint. Every time his pelvis smacked against her upturned bottom, he let out a grunt of pleasure.
He
wanted to slow down, to make it last, but he was hopelessly locked into the rhythm. It had been so damn long since he'd
been with her this way. His brain function had effectively shut down, and his body was calling all the shots, leaving
him with no control, no judgment, nothing but pure carnal need.
Then again, he'd never had much control where she was
concerned. Being apart from her for so long just made it all the more fleeting.
But she wanted it this way. She
was begging for it, and he'd never really been capable of saying "no" to her.
This little lady owned him, body
and soul. If she said "jump", he knew damn well how fast he'd be asking "how high"?
Love's bitch till the end....but
what a way to go!
Buffy's face was flushed. Her lips were parted and she was breathing erratically...all signs
of impending orgasm. No one knew that better than he did.
He turned her onto her back again. Placing both hands flat
on the mattress, he nudged her thighs farther apart with his hips.
He pressed the length of his body along hers
and began to thrust even harder and faster, trying to hold off his own climax until he'd given her a second one and...oh,
fuck!...there she went again...scream- ing...arching her back taut as a drawn bow...her tight cunt clenching around
his dick in another bed-shaking, white hot, un-fucking-believable orgasm.
Spike wasn't able to keep it going any
longer, not at this level of intensity. His body was demanding a little relief, so he let it wash over him.
Burying
his face in her hair, he thrust in one more time and stayed, grinding his hips against her as he spent himself inside
of her in a gush of semen.
He collapsed on top of her with a long, heartfelt groan.
It wasn't until things began
to cool down and the world snapped back into focus, that he became conscious of a sharp pain at the juncture of his
neck and right shoulder.
His fingers rubbed absently at the spot, coming away with a sticky smear of blood on them.
She'd
bitten him! Hard enough to draw blood!
This was certainly a new development. During their somewhat checkered collection
of sexual encounters, they'd both inflicted and received their fair share of bruises, scratches and abrasions.
But
never once had she allowed him more than a token nip at her flesh, and she'd certainly never sank her little teeth
into him deeply enough to break skin, let alone draw blood.
"I'm sorry." Her voice was soft and girlish, and so
goddamn cute that he couldn't stand it. "I...I couldn't help myself."
He had to chuckle. "S'all right, luv.
Anytime you feel the need to nibble, you just give in to it."
"Spike!"
"What?"
She clamped down around
his shaft, which had returned to instant stiffness when he'd realized what the slayer had done.
"You're hard
again!"
"So?"
"Well...is it because of...what I did?"
"What do YOU think? Vampire, remember?" He smiled
and began thrusting steadily again, grinding a little to make it good.
"Oh, baby," she moaned, her head dropping
to one side as her eyes drifted closed. "Do it again."
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An
hour later, snuggled together under the sheet, they talked.
"So, tell me what's going on with the little ones.
Angel wouldn't tell me a damn thing, the stupid nit."
Buffy stretched. "Who first?"
"Start with Dawn."
"Ummm...okay.
Well, she's in school, doing pretty well. She got an award for creative writing."
Spike grinned like a proud father.
"Good for her."
"Yeah." Buffy giggled. "Guess what she wrote about?"
"Adventures on the Hellmouth?"
"Yep.
They called me in for a conference because they thought something was wrong with her. I managed to convince them that
she just has a really vivid imagination."
"If they only knew." He shook his head. "So, any boys on the horizon?"
Buffy
nodded. "Three or four, actually. They seem to be fascinated by her American-ness. Is that a word?"
"I doubt it."
"Well,
you know what I mean. Let's see...there's Paolo, Sergio, Enzo, and...believe it or not...Angelo."
"Oh, I don't like
THAT one already," he muttered.
Buffy turned on her side, propping her head on her hand. "He's nice. But she's
playing the field these days."
Spike reached for a lock of her hair, absently wrapping it around his index finger.
"Nice is relative," he said. "Is he good enough for her?"
"Over protective much?"
"Damn right," he nodded.
"I invested a lot of time and energy on that girl. You think I'm gonna just hand her over to the first Romeo-wanna-be
that comes along?"
Buffy didn't reply to that comment. She just smiled and said, "She's missed you."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah.
It was hard for her at first. She felt like you two parted on bad terms, and it bothered her that you never got a chance
to make things right between you."
He sighed deeply. "Bothered me, too."
"She was so proud of you." Cupping
his cheek in her hand, she brushed her thumb over his lips. "Almost as proud as I was."
Words he'd never expected
to hear, right along with 'I love you, Spike'.
Before the moment got too sticky, he changed the subject. "How's
Red doing?"
Buffy shrugged. "She's all right. She broke up with Kennedy, though. I think it was just a rebound
thing anyway," she said, looking at him intently. "Those sorts of things aren't made to last. You think you're happy,
you TRY to be, but you never quite manage it. You never stop thinking about the one who isn't there anymore."
Well,
THAT explained a lot. Like her involvement with the no-longer-Immortal for instance.
"I want you to know," she
added, "that I never slept with him. There hasn't been anyone since you."
Spike cleared his throat, pushing away
the memory of his 'almost tryst' with Harmony. There was no point in telling her about THAT. Honesty might be the best policy
when a relationship was being rebuilt, but he wasn't insane.
"Anyway," Buffy continued. "she's in England with Giles
and the potentials. They're putting a new council together and they've set up a 'Slayer Training Camp' thing. Faith
and Robin are there, too."
"Why aren't YOU there?" he asked, tugging gently on the lock of hair around his finger.
"Oh, I drop in from time to time," she replied. "I was actually planning on going when Dawn gets out of school.
I don't want to pull her out in the middle of the semester."
The sheets rustled as she shifted closer.
"And
Xander?"
It was now Buffy's turn to sigh. "I haven't heard from him lately. He travels a lot, doesn't stay in one
place very long. I think he's sort of hiding."
Spike chuckled. "Hiding from who? Don't tell me Anya's back on
the vengeance trail. What did he do THIS time? Leave her at the altar...again?"
"No, it's more like he's hiding
from himself," she explained. "Anya's....she didn't make it out."
All the amusement left his face. "Aw, damn it!
What happened?"
"She died saving Andrew. He said she was amazing."
Spike was silent for a moment, then pulled
Buffy closer. "Well, I'm sorry to hear it. Think Xander will ever come back?"
She nodded, snuggling down into
his arms. "I think so. When he's ready. It takes a while to...to adjust to losing the person you love. I don't think
you ever really get over it...I know I wouldn't have." Lifting her face, she burrowed against the side of his neck.
"I'm so glad you're back," she whispered.
"So am I, luv. So am I."
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"I've
never even seen a bathtub this big before."
"Nice, isn't it?"
Lying propped up against Spike's chest, Buffy
picked up a sponge and an expensive bottle of bath gel. After soaking the sponge with the fragrant soap, she turned and
began running it up and down his arms and across his chest.
"Well, this is fun."
She smiled, squeezing the
sponge and watching the lather drip all over him. "Yeah, I'm enjoying it, too."
At her direction, he leaned forward
and allowed her to move behind him. Buffy ran the sponge all over his back and shoulders, loving him for not complaining when
the soap made contact with the scratches she'd left on his skin.
Of course he wasn't about to let her have all the
fun.
Taking the sponge away from her, he squirted another glob of bath gel into it and washed her from head to toe.
At one point, he dropped the sponge and spread the soap over her with his hands, drawing little pictures on her skin
and sliding his soapy palms over her shoulders and breasts.
His touch was heavenly, both arousing and relaxing her at
the same time. Every bit of leftover tension in her body disappeared, leaving her weak and pliable in his grasp.
They
dried each other, laughing and teasing, then he picked her up and carried her back to bed.
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Spike
reached down between her thighs, wetting his fingers until they were slick and sticky. "Jesus Christ," he muttered
against her throat. "You're so fucking hot and wet. You're ready for me so soon."
She was more than ready....
Empty
and aching until he guided his thick shaft to her entrance and slid it in all at once, not stopping until their lower
bodies were pressed tightly together.
Buffy looked up as he loomed over her in the darkened room. He used her roughly,
but with tantalizing skill, and she wanted it to go on and on, would have loved nothing more than to lock the door against
the outside world and stay in that bed for the rest of her life.
She'd come a long way from the days when she hadn't been
able to get away fast enough.
His slow, seductive kisses were driving her out of her mind. God...nobody kissed like
him. He knew just exactly how much pressure to apply, when to slip his tongue into her mouth and play, when to kiss
deeply and when to barely make contact.
Spike suddenly reared back and looked down between them at the place
where their bodies joined. He watched as his dick emerged from the slick, hot recess of her body, then slid back in.
In and out, over and over, hot and wet and tight...the tightest place he'd ever buried his cock.
Her scent was
intoxicating, a dreamy cloud of flowery sunshine. Her cheeks were flushed, eyes closed tight, hair a honey colored tangle
against the dark blue pillow case.
She was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen....and she was his. His, goddamnit!
And no one...no one!...was ever going to take her from him again.
Soul or no soul, he'd kill anyone who tried.
God,
her sex was so warm and wet, and so damn soft, that he could fuck her as hard and deep as he wanted to without worrying
that he might be hurting her.
His hips pumped faster, his head dropping back.
Oh, and there was that sound,
that sweet little kitten sound she made whenever she was being particularly well pleased, when he was hitting all the
right places, sliding in at just the right angle.
"Spike..."
Forcing his eyes open, he looked down at her.
"I...I
want you...want to feel you...want to hold you."
Willingly, he dropped down into her outstretched arms, letting
her take the full weight of his body.
"Yes," she whispered in his ear. "That's perfect. Promise me...."
"Anything,"
he ground out.
"Love me forever. Don't ever stop loving me."
"No, baby...could never stop...you're my girl."
She
had denied that claim more than once in the past. But not now. Not ever again.
"Yes. Yours...always be...your girl."
He
rewarded her by lifting up just a bit and taking her breast into his mouth. His tongue rolled over and around her taut
nipple as he applied suction. When he pulled back and released her, he used his tongue to lick hard, then soft, then
hard again.
Buffy closed her eyes, her hands moving to hold his head against her and keep him at her breast. She
loved this, and Spike did it so awfully well.
The pleasure burned through her like fire, like flames licking
at her exposed skin. She felt every pull at her breast reverberate between her legs.
His mouth was ravenous, and
when he took her other nipple between his fingers and pinched gently...oh, it made her entire body jerk and throb.
Spike's
thrusts came fast and hard, driving her to mad- ness with both his energy and his technique, one of the few men who
never had to sacrifice one for the other.
"Buffy...baby...so fucking good...do it for me, baby..."
Placing her
feet flat on the bed, she lifted her hips up, ramming them into his. "Harder, baby," she moaned in his ear. "Fuck me
harder."
He reached down with one hand and slipped it beneath the bend of her knee, pulling her leg up as he sank
in a little bit deeper.
That tiny increase in stimulation was all either of them could take. Panting and grunting,
each one crying out to the other, their passion finally exploded in an orgasm so intense that they both saw stars.
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Hours
later, a ringing telephone invaded their exhausted sleep. Spike grabbed it after the first ring.
"What?...Oh, it's
you....Yeah, that's right....Because I wanted to....Fuck, no!....Well, too bad, I thought of it first...Keep your fucking
voice down, she's asleep."
Buffy rolled over, prying open her sleepy eyes and focusing on her lover's back. She
could hear the ranting and raving on the other end of the line, and knew at once who Spike was talking to.
"Yeah,
well, sorry it didn't work out that way...No, not really. It just seemed like the right thing to say...Hey, it's not
MY fault that your balls are too soft to go after what you want... Yeah?...Same to you!...Look, she's made her choice
and it's NOT you...."
By this point, Buffy had heard enough. She sat up, leaning against Spike's back. "Come back
to bed, handsome," she purred, speaking loudly enough for Angel to hear. "I need you."
Spike chuckled. "Got to
run. My girl needs tending to and she won't have anyone but me do it."
Without a word of goodbye, he hung up the
phone and rolled over into Buffy's waiting arms. "He'll be on his way back the second they refuel that jet, you wait and
see."
Buffy looked perplexed. "On his way back? You mean, he was here? He came with you?"
"Uh...did I forget
to mention that?"
"Uh...yeah! You forgot to mention that."
"Sorry," he said, not looking sorry at all. "I guess in
all the excitement it...slipped my mind?"
"Why is he coming back?"
"Because he doesn't want me anywhere near
you."
This made no sense to her. "Than why did he leave with- out you?"
"You know...that's actually a funny
story. Why don't we go back to your place and I'll tell you why. Trust me, you'll get a big laugh out of it."
He
was right. She did.
The End
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